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'08. -----alt.consciousness.4th-way, alt.zen, talk.religion.buddhism,
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*********SPV.....I can make Viia who I thought was Carey who really
was Chris. But I have trouble because maybe Blake Vanier is Viia come
back winning a man's body. She was straight "A" student at San Jose
State in Engineering.
Now if I can be ****va, Lord Krishna, Buddha, Osho, Gurdjieff,
Yogananda with my Mastery of Kryia Yoga or the head movements that I
do. What I am doing is the envy of all Religions and envy of anyone
that even seriously tried to get Enlightened. Each and every person
that sat down to "know" them selves was just dying to be Guru and
dying for something to happen inside. But as in the Beginning in
Siddha Yoga back in 1990 I was having spiritual experience by the
handful and they even tried to get me to talk about them but I
refused. Plus I think they thought I was making it up until someone
of the girls that were nice to me started to really get Enlightened.
You see I just looked into their eyes and saw Gurumayi there and wham
blam effortlessly you were totally gutted of Ego, totally Enlightened
and you had no doubt that you just saw God in my Eyes. No doubt at
all.
So can Chris carry the part of Viia. Is she very smart under all that
pretense bull**** she puts out. She doesn't talk to you because she
doesn't want to do anything but listen to this very silent inner voice
that is always talking and talking and talking saying stupid things.
But then one day it started to get louder and louder and then you did
the sin. You thought it was your conscience talking to you and you
thought it was you when after all it was always the mumblings of a nut
talking in togues and talking at seven levels at once. I give an
example.....As Chris will not guide a truly sensitive man in and with
anyone creative they are sensitive and you can hurt them. So they
need be guided in because everyone is watching and it is not civilized
to move onto a friend****p without some subtle message. So for this
example of seven levels, Chris will not guide me in nor will any other
like Mary K Cosmetics. Nor will the working guys the union guide me
in, nor will the religions or the level of the monk guide me in or let
me talk, nor will the Army who I could teach many great and wonderful
things beings I know much more than everyone put together. Also the
city government, the State government, the Federal Government, nor
would anyone in the Creative fields or anywhere else for that matter.
All seven are shut down because you guys are really afraid of killing
all those children of God and you think I am here to punish you.
And with my compassion and tough love I let you stew in your own
poverty just camping out in Boulder Colorado, writing down with the
best of my ability all that I am experiencing so you might join me in
this new world of Gods that I am creating which is like working in the
Nexus. And remember I can leave you all here, or I can take you all
with me, or I can just take some pretty girls as Goddess and give them
power that makes your science look like cave science and they can live
forever doing what their positive little creative hearts want to do.
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