Re:Why Forgive?

I know that I will not be able to move forward with my life unless I
forgive my husband for all that he has done to me.  And I have tried to
say to myself today I will forgive him move .  I pray to god for his help,
but I can not find it in my heart to forgive my husband for all the abuse,
mental and physical, the anger, the adultry, the betrayal.  I did not
deserve what was handed to me altough I find my self very blessed that I
made it out of that relation****p.  But I will never be truly free until I
can get divorced, but who can afford that now a days.  Can I forgive? Not
yet, Not until I am totally free.

Responding to http://www.bruderhof.com/e-books/WhyForgive.htm