3.23.08.1 Month, date, year, post****Stephen Paul Vanier..........All
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'08. -----alt.consciousness.4th-way, alt.zen, alt.religion.buddhism,
alt.sci.astro
******************SPV...........The other day this guy named Ashley
went and used a O2 bottle to say he had a bomb and thus he is shot
with a .308 sniper swat rifle and of course nothing was left to press
the bomb. This outside the Community Hospital where I go and he was
doa upon arrival just five feet from where he was shot.
So I am walking down the the street and I look over and there is the
lady cop with her hand on a gun looking down at this older **** on the
sidewalk hooked up to another O2 bottle. So I am across the street
and I yell out, "You want me to get that old **** a chair or something
or should I just get out of the way and let swat put that poor old
**** out of his misery before he sets off that bomb in that O2
bottle. Better yet why don't I just go away and mind my own
business." And with that the Guru turns and with his back to the
action he just starts walking away and then from nowhere he starts to
laugh and laugh and laugh.
Then to make the day more valuable he goes over to Naropa University
where they just charge you an arm and a leg to hear made up nonsense
that nobody ever learns from or grows from. I walk up and down the
place and the energy is flowing and I walk into the bookstore. The
older lady there is saying, "I'll stay in case we can catch some more
of these monkeys."
Now you are aware I am always giving them **** about just taking the
publics money and they are giving me **** behind my back here saying
they are maybe going to catch some more monkeys meaning you guys
asleep. So I said, "Or maybe the monkeys are trying to catch this one
lone human walking around. But I don't know, I haven't decided yet."
Now this is in the vein of Chris. We were at this other church and I
said to her, "Chris you want me to give you a ride back to the
library?" She goes, "No." And I go, "Suit yourself." And she walks
away and tosses back, "As always!"
The ***** left me mumbling under my breath. She is very Enlightened
but I got to go slow because most of the time people goes crazy
getting Enlightened. They are what you call out to lunch and you
can't talk to them or communicate with them by only the most cunning
of ways......(Like Chris should know who I am like the people at
Naropa knew who I was).
So I told you that you save the best for last. Look I got to check
out that this Chris is not going Awol on my ass. She must be watched
because these ****ing Enlightened Being can get really powerful and
cause all kinds of good or all kinds of bad so I got to go where the
action is and make sure she is semi-sane. And you can't do that by
what people say, you got to just watch them and watch them. You now,
give them your pure attention without judging them because they thrive
on the attention and today I caught her mirroring me. I saw her at
lunch, she has this frown on but she was coming my way so I put on
this little smile as a test and when she got to me she had this little
smile on. She was mirroring me. She is Enlightened but don't every
treat her like anything but a nut because I have yet to give her the
"ok" yet.
So I am babysitting this *****. I am just doing what she does. She
tells me it is going to be her way, "As always." Boy, oh boy what a
***** and what a rebellious asshole. I love her so much that she is
the only reason I am suffering in the dirt at Boulder. I mean, she
could be another you know who and I ain't going to go cleaning up a
mess like that asshole suffers me too. I mean, you can learn a lot
from a man in "no-mind" if you going to transcend the mind and start
to glow.
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